Monday, May 09, 2005

okies, nothing new, but acting weird again.... , yea... Depression mood seems to take over my happiness. I was probably not in the right state now, thought....

practice piano for 5 hrs yesterday. , nothing new thought but worse things strikes, my hands are aching now. Not so bad thought but then, it might get worse overnite... X_x

Had percussion exams today... we didn't do well, in fact there was a part which was horrible, but least we got back together and ended together. that's sad news. Had my little practical rehearsal today well, before that reached sch at 8 am just to practise, including tat rehearsal hour, 2 hrs today, but i'll be practising later. *holy crap* why?? be'coz it's like 2 weeks away for my practical and i play like shit! tat's a bad news, i dun wanna end up like last sem's results [horrible]

My paper for the history essay which is due on Wednesday is still blank [-___-''']. i think i'll just do it probably tml. [have to anyway].

okie, tt was trebuchet which those guys mentioned. [watever anyway]
Suddenly the idea of going cycling just erase my mood. ><''' sorry ivan, I dun think i would wanna go with the weather which will burn me up on the spot. [thought i said i want to go] the weather is so saddening for me. feel like i'm going to burn up soon any minute.... *gah*

I think i'm having problems with my stomach, it doesn't seems wanna take in the usual amount of food which i usually takes. >< that strikes me yesterday how little i take in recently. times before i had problems with my teeth i used to take in this [__________________________] amount of food but now, it becomes like this [_____]. O_o;; sickening man, i can't even squeeze ice-cream after dinner, dun say finish dinner..... ate like only 1/4 of every food present infront of me... ><;; i think i need to wash my stomach and try to eat normally before something happens to me. *gah*

Haley 野田優也♥and more ♥ 4:39 PM