Saturday, May 07, 2005
優也 Forever::bleeding
suddenly, I felt that I've been cheating myself all these years.... T.T So much work and enlightment phrases, I still the old me.... Cannot change tat fact that I'm being naive.... Something hurt me just like that. Still that weak as ever. it was like a shot right into the inner part of me... it was then i realised, i was nv facing the world with the real me... right now it's bleeding so hard inside tat i really cannot take it.. but i dun have to courage to split it all out here, i dun wanna hurt others anymore.... i will just hide it somewhere in the other blog and hope that the pain will ease soon... it's bleeding so hard that i could hardly breathe. it's an undescrible pain... it's .... it's..... it's.... it's hell in there....
Haley 野田優也♥ and
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