Tuesday, August 16, 2005

MUSIC:: Prism [Lead]
MOOD:: Fine.
WEATHER:: Freaking Warm
FEELING:: Ok.
CHATTING WITH:: Starry, Megumi & Dana

Yea. I no longer understand how I feel right now. I'm not sure if I was happy in school today or was I blanking out in school. This is weird I know,but I can't remember how I feel in the day anyway, I can never remember anything that long. My memory is failing, I can' t remember what actually I wanted to do/say the next moment most of the time recently. I've been trying my best to train hard on my memory but still it doesn't seems to be working and the increasing of memory failure makes me feeling a little lost sometimes, not knowing what actually to do with it. This is just sooo~ pissing off, and I can't remember where's my metromen right now. Just so sucky and I can't practice without it, coz I know I'll go off tempo. This is just soooo~ *haiz* So please forgive me if I ever forget you one day.

My stomach is also pissing me off. I've been suffering from stomach upset and gastric recently, too much that I want to take away my stomach for the moment. I even suffered from slight gastric pain right after breakfast this morning. Horrible stomach.

I thought my Sibelius didn't work yesterday, coz I couldn't see the notes head, *haiz* then now it's working again. Me just a baka ,coz I didn't restart my lappy . *haiz* Well, at least now I can do my orchrestation work at home during weekends.

Fan finally made up her mind and she ordered the KAT-TUN 2002 Summer Concert online. *haha* She was like thinking and thinking almost for a week about it.
*sigh* I've got to figure out which exact Africa region am I going to do for enthicmusic. It's so embarressing that Lecturer mentioned about me wanting to do BIG Africa when I'm living on the tiny Singapore. *gah~*

Haley 野田優也♥and more ♥ 8:08 PM