Wednesday, April 27, 2005
優也 Forever::I'm being irritating
I'm been irritating by moving from blog to blog.... true.... i'm being irritating.... trying to irritate people and make ppl angry :P. of coz, trying to be stupid thought. [i think i've already made it]
Putting my site on Hiatus now that I'm very tired to hold on a site.... I'm on medication now, so everything i do now seems so hard to me.... And I'll feel very tired after a while... T.T It's a bad time to feel like that... but i really feel like sleeping for a week without waking up.... That's obviously out of question but, I really feel like doing it... I'm energyless now.... Can't even wake up in the morning, feels liks a zombie nowadays even thought I keep laughing and laughing in school, but then basically I dunno what's happening around me after that.... When I reach home, I completely forgotten what actually had taken place in school.. this is CRAPPPP!!!!!
This is being crazy lah... but *sigh* I feel like not going to do anything anymore... just lay on my bed and close my eyes to rest till my energy flows comes back....
I've got like a whole list of things to do, yet the force doesn't comes out.... >< this is practically disaster lor. Take that load off my shoulder, give the strength to stand up .... at least let me stay throught this before i collapse back to my bed... I just hate it when things like that happens to me... It's a horrible fatal statement for me.... I want a rejudgement.... T.T
Haley 野田優也♥ and
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